Wave and Smile

that's all you'll ever be
a temporary high to me
we may have shared some laughs
and a couple of memories
all that manifested
was a pocket full of lies
a tissue full of cries
so all that's left is to say goodbye

a love that's superficial
but we like the chase
nothing on my agenda
so time I waste
but the moment has passed
good things rarely last
so I'm left to ask
"when can I have my piece of the pie?"
"and when will it arrive?"
"will it fall out the sky?"

Please no more empty conversations
I don't wanna have to fake the jubilation
Like I got a reason to smile when you're around
When all I really feel is knocked down
Like a kid on the playground
That got pushed off the merry-go round
But just remember to smile and wave
And wave and smile
And look happy all the while
Ease the awkward tension with a past time joke
or what not
Let's continue the front
Act all nonchalant
And did I mention
Don't forget to smile and wave
I haven't had a chance to misbehave
and call out all false intentions
challenge character
and bruise an ego

But what's the point?
I am still left the fool
I am the clown
Suspected to be the one
chasing others around
As if they didn't see me smile and wave
And walk away
I was the pursued
but of course that didn't stop
assumptions that I was on the jock
Pa-lease...I think not

So if this is the last call
and this is the last time
recognize that I've been forced
to formulate thoughts in my mind
based on the unsaid
the only information is driven
from the messages I've read
so now the interpretation is my own
soon cries over spilled milk will be disowned
Come on new muse what's taking you so long?