A Piece of My Heart

He's probably a better man
which is why I can't understand
how I could devote my time to
someone who isn't even there
one whom rarely shows he cares.
Life ain't fair
So how can I expect love to be so much better
its not always sunshine
sometimes it's stormy weather
And whether we are together or apart
Somehow your name got tattooed on my heart.
"Well doctor, how can I remove it?"
He tells me this shit is permanent
And my best bet is to cover it...
With a pretty little picture or another dudes name
:-O You gotta be kidding
This doctor is insane, this is not a game
I need a second opinion...
dammit it's the same
How did this happen,
did he ink me in my sleep?
get me while I was intoxicated?
when I could barely think?
Or was it when I was somewhat competent
mesmerized so much that he knocked me unconscious?
How he got me...I will never know
But his marking left some bruises that I can never show
So I grab some concealer on the 5th aisle
And while I'm there I think a while
About how...you could get with the next girl
or go back to your ex- girl
So she could use you and abuse you
just the way she use to
just the way you like it
so you refuse to fight it
Yeah uh huh, she will always love you
but only wants you
when its convenient
Her truth is a lie
So even though she says it
She never means it
But I guess you can take it
Cause Ima leave it
So remove your tainted hands from my heart
Unlike you, I'll finish what I start.
Since the doc wont provide me with some professional help
I guess I'll be doing this procedure all by myself
So I grabbed the lazer,
Unsuccessful
Maybe I should try it again later
but the time is now
so I must resort to the razor
And though I tried to be noninvasive
to avoid some complications
I figured it would be a bloody mess with few consolations
See, I didn't need no consultation
to tell me I'm in need of liberation.
I'm numb so the pain is whatever,
I can hardly feel it being severed,
I hope you're happy
so now u have a piece of my heart forever.